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The Embarrassing Songs 2016 - 2020

by Squirrel

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1.
Parking Lot 04:02
A universe where there's a version of me He's got some talent and a high self-esteem The kind of person that his friends wanna see When he's around they never want him to leave I'm gonna overdose on Vitamin D Catch lightning bugs inside an old TV I'm happy that the sun came back for me Now that it's finished sucking up the sea 'Cause if I stay inside then I will rot Talking to the walls or Cleverbot And I know that I don't care a lot About the smiles I don't wear a lot See myself falling back on to the ground Look at the night sky, waiting for the sound Of people driving circles round and round I'll be their king but I won't be crowned Hey hey, I'm a million miles from my brain I'm alone, watching stars in the morning rain Hey hey, I'm a million miles from my brain Watching stars in the morning rain My social life's a game of make believe I'm not a ghost and you can talk to me The only person that you'll ever see I wanna know someone that intimately That's unrealistic so I chew a pen Delete the messages I'd never send I got no social skills but I got friends Feels like they hate me so I play pretend I feel so lonely but I'm never alone The whole time I had the volume off on my phone And I've accepted that I'll never really grow up I failed my life because I didn't fucking show up It's really cool how much I hate my face If I try hard I'll reach outer space Feeling cool, let the sweat flow off your heart Getting paid, pushing money through Walmart Hey hey, I'm a million miles from my brain All alone, watching stars in the morning rain Hey hey, I'm a million miles from my brain Watching stars in the morning rain
2.
Snow Song 03:01
Here comes the snow In the night In the night Watch, watch it glow Under the moonlight I'm in the snow I'm alone
3.
Body Heat 01:12
Hey hey Do you wanna be with me today? I want you to come closer I want you to come closer Hey hey Do you wanna sleep near me today? Our body heat will keep us warm Our space blanket is ripped and torn Hey hey I don't wanna do anything I just want you for your comfort I just want you for my comfort
4.
Ladder up the sky, I'm climbing up high Because I love you The brink of the clouds, like heavenly shrouds You just pass through And up into space, touch my hand to your face That's what I'll do And we played Video games back in the arcade We had fun Spent the day up North in Redbank "We should really do that again" I said I couldn't tell if my words went through your head Now I lie wide awake in bed, feeling nervous that I once was dead
5.
Distance 02:19
Oh, staying at home Staying alone My friends are all so tired So they stay in bed To rest their heads
6.
Summer!!! 03:27
Out in the forest where the sun beats down upon my long hair I feel the wind transfigure me until I'm one with the air Cool river water flows so gently up against my soft, warm skin I close my eyes I drift away from the body I'm trapped in We'll go swim in the sea we're glad to be there, when the heat rises Then we'll go get ice cream, and try to win some boardwalk prizes At night, we lay down in the grass The stars explode above our faces It's bright, and happens really fast Another thing to take our minds away But when did you last feel that way? Ocean City, Island Heights Seaside, Wildwood and LBI Cool Cape May then Allenhurst Head to Bay Head, back to Sea Girt
7.
Space Travel 06:30
8.
Open letter to the human race Earth would never follow you to space God is hiding somewhere deep inside Check on him make sure he hasn't died 18 years I failed to thrive Pity is the reason I survived But I fucked up my life, so why am I still alive? Waiting for the Psychopomp to arrive
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10.
My hands pull the black curtains shut My legs lift up, my feet fall down My back lies against my soft bed There ain't much left of me to spread around The warmth will bring me closer to someone But when the night time comes I don't miss the sun Let there be no mercy for those who aren't tired Let there be no love for those who just feel hate It was sunny out on the day that I got fired And in the end I always come home and sleep in late

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My first album. This is a "greatest hits" album of the demo recordings I made as a teenager, which originally filled this bandcamp page. I learned to make music by doing it, so my bandcamp page became a slow trial-and-error process where each release had some minor improvement over the previous one. I took all of these down in order to shift focus to my finished material, except for these lucky few.

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released October 23, 2022

All songs written and performed by Squirrel

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Squirrel Lacey Township, New Jersey

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